Date: 2009-11-22 00:28 Subject: I just did a 10 ! Security: Public Mood: angry

Ten things about Me.

1. I weight 63.5kg currently (65kg on bad days).

2. I like a splash of milk in my coffee just for aesthetic purpose. There are too many things being black in life beyond my control.

3. I hate strong wind in general. As it kills my super manicured hair (i think hair stray is one of the greatest inventions!).

4. I insisted on braces when I was 14 because I thought it was cool and fun. It was such an easy task that the dentist took it off after 6 months.

5. I have zero interest in gambling, a hundred and one on drinking.

6. My face is the most dangerous part of my body. Despite being the first place my fats accumulate, it can tell wonder stories at times.

7. I think being emotional is one of my fortes. And a very bad addiction.

8. Effortless is something I CANNOT relate to.

9. I think people who can cook are extremely sexy... I can bring good wine.

10. My surname is not Pao.

Date: 2009-11-21 02:37 Subject: Really that hard ?!?!?!!! Security: Public Mood: lazy

I don't remember the last time I was on a proper date.

Going for a movie is actually something interesting to me right now.

Date: 2009-11-04 02:35 Subject: Drink and Drunk ?! Security: Public Mood: nostalgic

After being 'Angels' with uncomfortable make up, I went waiter wannabe for the second halloween getup. And then the waiter got super wasted and made several people human hunt for him that night. Alcohol amnesia is scary. The last thing I could recall was ordering Vodka and then waking up on my bed the next morning (with no one beside me). To punish myself I shall refrain from alcohol for 1 week!

I might be mild alcoholic.

By saying might is really understated. It's not that I really need to drink everyday, probably just four times a week in average. Is that a lot ? Dinning with friends usually comes with drinks. There is absolutely no issue for me to have a drink or two at home on a monday (it relaxes me and gets me creative with work). I hate it when people habitually relate drinker to drunkard. However, I can gladly say I do know my boundary pretty well as I hate to get myself drunk.

On top of that, I am usually extremely particular with the things I put into my mouth :)

Date: 2009-10-31 00:43 Subject: Rainy on Friday Security: Public Mood: full

Recently my dad self proclaimed his semi-retirement. Having much unconstrained time on hand, we realized his several new hobbies. One occasion he discovered Ezlink card and started experiencing on the MRT. He intentionally went on the train so to 'explore' the whole 'ideology' of our wonderful transportation system. He was acclaiming to us how amazing and convenient the train is. And the train even stops directly at Changi airport. Dad I know that like 12 years ago !?!

Apart from the train, he picks up cycling. As in serious cycling. He purchased one racing and two mountain bikes in the span of 5 months. He goes on night cycle and can cycle from choa chu kang to orchard road! I always think cycling on the road is a pretty dangerous and stupid activity to do. There are tons of reckless driver like me. I was in the car with Sheena this evening when the massive rain was on. There was this crazy guy cycling in the middle of two lanes along grange road, with cars by both his sides. That was awfully suicidal even with a helmet. Exploring is fun. I just hope he doesn't enforce his rational upon us :)

.....

Friday night, the rain brought something unlucky to moi. Anyway, satisfied my sushi craving with Sheena at Raku. I don't know why I kinda fancy eating with chopsticks now. Especially using it on rice. haha.

Guess it's a wise choice to stay in tonight..... with moi lovely belvedere.

Date: 2009-10-25 15:32 Subject: More than A year ago. Security: Public Mood: stressed

Was browsing and found some old photos from my facebook. Our best shoots are indeed placed in our memories. Time will never stand still. Those moments that bring us such joy become memories in an instant. That is why it's wise to be in the film at the right time. And of course to the invention of digital camera !

X'mas 2007



CNY 2008



BKK 2008



March 2008



April 2008 Bruce's Shades party



May 2008 Sheena's Les amis

Date: 2009-10-11 23:44 Subject: Crush and Crash Security: Public Mood: blah

Me: I think I might have a crush on someone ....

Frog: OMG you crushed someone! Told you to watch your diet !!!!!


Why do I have a friend like this ? But I still luuuup frog.

Exam in 2 weeks time. I might have a crash on that.

Date: 2009-10-04 14:38 Subject: little things that make me happy Security: Public Mood: moody

Things I miss doing:

1. Waking up early (due to enough sleep) on Sunday morning for nice american brunch. Love my sunny side up with sauvignon blanc!

2. Having significant reasons to stay home on weekend nights

3. Doing grocery shopping

Date: 2009-09-29 22:30 Subject: F1 Rocks ! Security: Public Mood: accomplished Music: Broken hearted girl - Beyonce

The past weekend was so famously hot in Singapore. The engines... and so were the Stars.

I was lucky to attend the last lap of the F1 Rock concert with Black Eye Peas & Beyonce closing the show. Beyonce was the climax. The energy level at fort canning was AMAZING.

The photos will tell that our sweats were really worthy!

(  F1 Rock Concert 26 Sep 09 @ Fort Canning Park  )

Date: 2009-09-23 01:19 Subject: Give me a direction Security: Public Mood: blah

Recently, I'm feeling extremely vex about the things that are going on in my life now. I know I need some changes. I know I need to push myself more. I know I need to find that special something to force me for that something extraordinary...

So I asked several friends for help: I need a new direction in life, how?

And I got the following replies.

Renne: Me too. I have brilliant idea. Your new direction is helping me find a direction.
You still going aussie to study or not? Let's go study together (Get lost!)

Sheena: Discard your old one first! (Lazy to think and help)

Lawrence: Are you okay? (At least he is concerned)

Eric: You can buy some self-helped books to read. I used to read them. (Nope!)

Hayden: Can you bring me to Browhaus tomorrow? I need to trim my brows. (You think this is bad?)

Mama: What direction?
At work !! You already have! I haven't tell you yet. (I think this is the funniest reply!)

Ivana: So what did you do to your face today? (That was his answer back to my life concerning question!!)

Find a direction is not difficult. Finding the right direction is at times at the price of several wrong directions... I think? I will listen to those kind advices given to me... with hell lot of considerations. I know no one can help with this.

I'm really glad to realize I need to do something now :) I need a stilnox now.

Date: 2009-09-17 19:14 Subject: VideoEZY Security: Public Mood: drained

What is the likelihood that you will rent a title that you watched a couple of times from the DVD store?

I am not really a movie person. I barely step into the cinema not knowing what to expect, unless with a super Hoooooooooot date. Been ages! To spend 2 hours watching a movie then to realize it not being your cup of tea is extremely... Tiring. I don't even have time to watch TV at home! I need 8 hours on facebook, 2 hours catching up with the tweets and then 5 hours to sing along with the MTV on Youtube daily. That is 15 hours alone for personal leisure! Gawd.

Back to the DVD store. In attempt to kill my desire to have dinner at the Raw Kitchen, I stepped into VideoEZY in hope to find some nice distractions. I wanted to buy the second season of XOXO but it wasn't available. I spent 15 minutes in the store browsing... occasionally my attention will stray to the ben&jerry fridge in the store. What a bloodly wise offering of products! Well you know there are so many good reviewed new movies that I have yet to watch. Eventually of the 4 titles I chose, I watched 3 of them at least twice. And I bought it because Sheena said its more worth it. Which is not true right?!!??! I'm just being safe, and not to annoy myself with unnecessary wrong choices. Either that or I'm just simply unease to step out of my comfort zone.

For a matter of fact, I'm very sure to be comfortably in zone tonight with the movies, sauvignon blanc and many immoral moon cakes!

Date: 2009-09-14 03:28 Subject: Jam Security: Public Mood: angry

It's 330 am. I just drank Milo, finished half packet of organic chips, an oatmeal oreo energy bar and several mini chocolate crepes.

AND I just realized my zolpidem went MISSING! The last time my mum accidentally threw away.

I'm going crazy. Now.

Date: 2009-09-08 23:45 Subject: Gorgeous Gorgeous. Security: Public Mood: hungry Music: Obsessed - Mariah Scary

Recently, a gorgeous girl friend of mine accidentally became one of the top 50 *Cough* contestant of some *Cough* contest that requires her to be *Cough* super *Cough* gorgeous. This simply translates that she needs to slim down in no time. Being the ever supportive friend, I tried all means and ways to help her with it. I suggested her to take leave and join me in my Jamming session which is better than gyming! I always help by sharing her 2 mains and desserts. And when I found something good, I immediately texted her.

Me: You wanna try a very good slimming pill? (I read many reviews and highly recommended by some pals).
Ms gorgeous: What's that?!
Me: Zantrex-3 ! Very goooooood !!
Ms gorgeous: I tried before lor...
Ms gorgeous: I think 5 bottles.
Me: OMG, poor thing!

I think change of strategy now. Being 'Slim' is just a state of mind. Maybe I will hire Victoria to strengthen on her catwalk, while I role play Q&A with her.

Date: 2009-09-08 01:14 Subject: Moolah talk Security: Public Mood: awake

The conversation I had with Sheena over dinner is still lingering in my mind. She feels sad realizing that money and friends do come hand in hand. There will be no fuss worrying about making or maintaining friends if you are rich. New friends will keep crawling to you. I can't help but ponder how true is that statement. Victoria once told me that she might not be my friend if I am really really poor. Poor thing right? That materialistic bitch. However it is kinda true that we are good friends because we lead similar lifestyle. Our bad lifestyles can cost quite a bomb. Somehow we will still make it to Da Paolo Gastronomia instead of newton hawker in cases that we only have 30 bucks in our pockets (Oh, their house wine is 28 bucks per bottle).

The dinner at El Cerdo in KL, I was being asked by the waitress to wish either for Love or Money. I chose love. Not because it sounded right over the dinner table. I chose that because I really think it is something harder to come by than money. Money is achievable by some means, but you can never get love on demand when you really desire it. On controversy, Ivana cried that I should wish for money instead of love. The reasoning was money can nurture the four powerful letter words and everything else. Another materialistic bitch!

In today's world where almost everyone being so realistic and jaded... is it really true that no mooolah no talk ?

Date: 2009-08-07 05:57 Subject: Random random random ! Security: Public Mood: drunk Tags: i

BANGKOK now ! several parties coming tomorrow... looking forward.But too bad shiru and babi wont be able to make guest appearance. Well, parties are never ending. Looking forward to one day we can skip the usual party ... and travel out of asia for decent sightseeing. To something like road trip and good bonding time together. Ugh my best HKG trip was with twistie, shiru, nelly and vicky. Good old memories !

"I will never let you know how much i want you..."

Goodnight from the land of smiles !

Date: 2009-07-17 19:17 Subject: Home on Friday. Security: Public Mood: thankful

Friday evening at my Granny's.

It was a little shocking to step into a kitchen full of delicacies. Prawns, steamed fish, curry and I saw expensive cans of abalone too. So I asked my granny: What's the occasion? Who else coming for dinner?

She cried out: You and your sister.

Back at my mind I was thinking Mighty Asia in three weeks time. AGH. The maid then told me, my granny will usually stock up a lot of food before the weekends just in case me and my sister wants to come back for dinner. I'm feeling extremely bad, as I really don't remember the last time I was back for dinner on weekends.

Now is to think of a solution to finish up all the food.

:S

Date: 2009-07-12 14:28 Subject: Post blues Security: Public Mood: blank

Despite the scale down compared to the one she had in Taipei, the concert last night was still Awesome to me. A`right maybe I'm slight bias.